DTF.

I love you.

And I’m grateful that you came into my life. 
<3 

All I ever see on this tumblr account is boobs and penis.

Hey guys(: So I’m not gonna be on here on Friday so I’m going to post a Follow Friday Banner tonight so reblog this and I’ll put you on it(:

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• I’m doing the first 35 people so gogogogo((:
• And while I’m at it I’ll follow you(;

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I can honestly say there is no one out there like you. I don’t know how you do it, but you always know exactly what to say when I’m upset and you’re always there for me no matter what, even if you’re really mad at me. I admit, you make me angry. You make me cry. You do and say things that hurt me and don’t make sense. You frustrate me. Sometimes it seems like you’re doing everything in your power to piss me off. But that stuff doesn’t even compare to the things you do for me. You make me smile and laugh every single day. You hold my hand in the car, You comfort me when I’m sad, You hug me as tight as you can and lift me off the ground. You tickle me till my stomach hurts from laughing so much. You tell me you love me too many times to count. You’re always up to do anything I want to do. You tell me I’m the prettiest girl you’ve ever seen, and that out of all the other pretty girls, I’m the only one that’s beautiful to you. I love the way you look at me. I love the way you smell and how cute your smile is. I could go on…
But the bottom line is, you’re so amazing and I’m terrified of losing you. I wouldn’t even know what to do with myself. I love you, and I will always be here for you, no matter what.
You’re my best friend. 

I screwed up tonight. I wanted to go to the movies with you and expected you to pay for me. It was wrong of me to do, but i kind of live in my own fantasy where that’s okay. but it’s not… You didnt offer and i shouldn’t have assumed. At the same time tho, It kind of sucks that i’m the only one who ever suggests going out to eat, or going for icecream, or going to the movies. I just feel like i’m unimportant sometimes. But you do a lot for me, and i appreciate every little thing. I guess i’m used to being treated like a princess… And i need to come back to reality. I miss when you called me every time i told you i was crying… I miss those long texts.. It’s been a little while. I miss some of the little things that have kinda gone away for a little bit. But i’ve been hoping they would just come backk and i wouldn’t have to worry about it. And i’m not worried, just letting out in a blog post how i feel. But anyways. From now on, i’m not going anywhere unless I have money to do so.

You know what I really miss? I miss the long texts. The ones that seem to go on forever, the ones that make me feel really special to you. The ones where you tell me how much I mean to you and how happy I make you and how you think I’m the prettiest girl in the world… I still have locked messages in my phone from months ago, and when I read them I realize, you don’t really say any of that stuff anymore. I feel less important. I feel replaceable. 
I also really miss how whenever I felt down or sad or really crappy, you would do everything you could to make me happy. You would go out of your way to put a smile on my face.
When I used to call you crying, your voice was really soft and comforting. You told me that everything was gonna be okay and you stayed on the phone until I smiled for youu. And you always knew when I was smiling… Now when I cry I feel like I’m annoying you or bothering you. You don’t talk to me in that same voice anymore. And I miss it.
Whenever I try to talk to you about how I feel, you get defensive. Like it’s my fault somehow… You turn it around and say you’re tired of fighting and you’re sick of it. That you “can’t do this anymore.” But I’m just trying to tell you how I feel.
It bothers me that you bring up Justin Bieber more than I do now. You asked me to stop so I did. And now when you bring him up, you blame me for talking about him. I just don’t understand it…
And the little things have slowed down… But that’s typical in a relationship I guess. You’ve always known that one thing I really want is for you to take me on a date. I don’t ask for a lot… I don’t even care how cheap or expensive it is. It would just mean a lot to me. And I know you’re working on it, or maybe you forgot, or maybe it’s just not important.
But it is to me. A lot of things are. I just wish I could feel as special to you as I used to.

And even though I feel this way, I still just want to hug you. 
And btw, I’m sorry if I ever made you feel like you weren’t special or important to me, because I know how it feels… And it sucks.

I’m still here for you.
I still love you. 

It’s sad going from one blog, having 120 followers, to this one… Having half as many.